I found out that a dear friend of mine is pregnant today!  Well, actually, I knew but she made it official today!  Can I tell you how exciting this is???  As excited as I am for her, I’m also really excited for my own selfish reasons!  I think watching her pregnancy progress and hearing her updates will keep me super motivated!  I had a weak moment today where I nearly ate…an Almond Joy.  EEK!  I thought about her and how I so very very much want to be in her shoes in 6 months and I put it down.  It was a snack-sized bar and wouldn’t have done much damage, but I know that’s how it starts with me.  That horrible downfall.  That hideous spiral of glutenous eating.  Ugh.  I’d rather not.

I haven’t had all of my water for the day but I think part of the reason is because of a horrible case of heartburn and water makes it worse.  Just another side-affect of being a fatty.  Let’s list my fat symptoms, k?

1. Heartburn
2. Can’t tie my shoes without feeling like I’m going to throw up.
3. Can’t get comfortable at night.
4. Get winded just by talking.
5. Can’t keep up with kids.
6. Giant breasts are driving me absolutely BONKERS!
7. My ribcage hurts.
8. My blood pressure is on the rise.
9. My DD said I was fat. 
10. I really just hate how I look and feel like an utter failure, bad example to my kids and a turd.

That’s just my top 10.  I’m miserable in my own skin.  ‘Uncomfortable’ is a HUGE understatement.

Well, whatever.  I’ve lost 3 pounds.  My knees are actually not hurting as bad as usual!  I’m sure all of the water has been helping.  Anyway, that’s all.